This has been a very difficult few days, for several reasons. It has involved acknowledging to myself that I can't be everything I would like to be. Sometimes I only have the energy and internal resources to keep myself going, and if that means I lose something precious, then that's part of life. An awful, gut-wrenching part, but I cannot control how other people interpret my actions. If I can't be who they need, then they are absolutely justified in walking away.
I don't regret what I've been able to give in the past - I wouldn't change any of it - and I am thankful for what I've been given. I wish things could be different, but that's not my decision.
Much love as always, however it seems from the other side.
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