Things are coming back together. There is one odd side effect that I've never noticed before though: as my head is getting its act together, my body is going into spasms. Yesterday morning my neck seized up, then it spread to my left shoulder, across my upper back, and further up my neck into a stabbing headache. By last night I was in such pain I ended up sleeping flat on my back with a hot water bottle under my neck/shoulders, which didn't do much for the headache, but at least I got some rest. And then today, while the extreme pain from yesterday had subsided somewhat, my skin hurts, like it's been stretched tight (hard to explain, but it's the same feeling I get on day 3 of a migraine, when the actual migraine pain has eased, but my scalp aches).
I think I need to resolve some issues. I've temporarily blocked them out so I could cope with my own stuff, but I think I can a) let down my own defenses, and b) talk without fear of my insanity/instability/ whatever it is infecting someone else's situation.
And I think I need to look for some regular method of relaxation.
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